just random.

ahh sigh

2009-11-30T15:28:45Z

ohh mann.. re-reading Fruits basket. : 3 Such an awesome series. top fav. :D
It mad me remember such a bad memory... *sighs* It happened when I was 11 or 12 and I tripped a guy while he was running chasing my friend D : I think he had broke his bone, I dont know really or he bled.. no idea..but the main fact was that I remember that I didn't give a damn about him getting hurt and I remember that I was whistling afterward (!!!! )
Huuuuu boy.. now i feel really guilty about the past and if I ever met up with that guy again, I would apologise sooooooo much. *Sighs* WHY WHY WHY?!

Man, today was soooo lazy. I really need to get out. : /

MY LONG IGNORED BLOG!

2009-11-24T13:28:38Z

Woot.
Feel soooo bored lately. HOLIDAYS and waiting for my results. :( Semester 2 of first year uni was bad. I seriously have to improve my studying habits. I'd be lucky if i even get credit for my small studying effort but i really doubt i'd get high marks. *sighs* why is life so tough. D:

I want more pressure but i don't want to be pushed to do something i don't want. but if i don't get pushed i feel soo bored, useless, like nothing. I feel empty and i get frustrated. urgh.. I'm always stuck in the middle. *sighs* wish i got some guts to do something instead of nothing. =__=

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2009-08-27T01:19:54Z

EXAMMMSSs... STOMMACCH ACHHHE..

NEED TOOO STTUUDDYYY~~

Haunting memories from the past. =_=

2009-05-19T02:50:59Z

Hum.. Recently i've realised how oblivious i was when i was 14 and growing up. I never seemed to appreciate anything I do and the fact that I was so stupid to not notice that somethings have meanings.

I only realised this last saturday, after my friends had left. =_= We were playing the piano and she'd told me about how I'd played a really hard-core song in a class concert, which the other classmates agreed. That time I thought the song was simple and they'd be able to play it too. I didn't appreciate the piece much then, because all i remembered when playing the piece was all the techniques (? i think that's right) and sounds that my very strict piano teacher had told me to express when i play the piece. I remembered how good it was suppose to have sounded then because it brought back really annoying memories of my naiveity and timid self after the concert =__= urghhh bad memories. So I went and tried playing it again like how i use to play it and this time I was surprise to realise that the music was really nice. =_= and how deaf i was when playing the piano.
It made me feel like such a robot and now that I think about it, I still am. My head is soo thick, and compared to my friends i'm always a step behind. =_=
Garrrh. and it hasn't even changed since then. but yeah I can't believe how recently i'm remembering my past and how I was like. soo annoying. makes me wanna scream soo much.

oweijaflwkjexoqjporiv. my head's really messed up.

maohh? : 3

2009-05-08T09:52:32Z

Uni is soo soo boring.

I should be studying but lately i've been reading paranormal novels! :::3333
hahahahaha~ out of all of the series i read, I only liked two of them. =_= humph. so much for reading it.
but I'm going to continue reading the ones that haven't finished and don't like :\ soo bored. because some of the stories plots are pretty interesting.

But i need morreee! hahaha more more more~~ i'm soo bored. as long as its interesting, yes please! xD

8D

2008-11-17T02:32:16Z

I made my first fried rice!
although it look really mushy. dunno why. maybe because i put the egg last or the rice was too wet. either it taste salty, so it fine 8D hahahahahahahahah
must study after eating.

I laugh

2008-11-16T10:21:14Z

My eyes are red
beacause shampoo dripped from my face
while I was washing it.
Its so itchy,
I just was to close my eyes
and say "I hope its ok".

I'm soo bored 8( I need to study and clean the house. dammit.
Sooo much work to do.

Ohw aht?!

2008-11-07T10:06:15Z

*sighs* I'm really really bad. :( I should be studying but I suddenly got another dam story plot in my head.
HAhahaha... :( but whatever its not good enough. LOL

I hate MATH C, B and CHEM!
ESPECIALLY PHYSICS AND BIOLOGY!

GRR!! And I hate griffith. sending me stupid letters and then say, sorry you didn't get a place. =_= psh.. I'm goign to put science subjects in front of it. OH MAN~!
I'm soo tired.

Ohohohoho

2008-10-26T03:48:41Z

Lol! kitzorz i just thought about posting most of my story ideas up. How's that? LOL except i maybe get lazy and just skip to the end of the story. hahahahaha

anyways, i think yester day or friday i got one, from my dream. (i've forgotten half of it.
ah! before that, i had the most weirdest dream ever. For some reason it ended with Von Karma (the blue-haired girl with short hair) being accused of shooting someone in the shoulder on the road. or was she shot? don't remember but it was a weird dream.

back to story ideas. So we have a girl + guy who have known each other since high school and meets again in uni. The girl has been a spy since high school but guy (thinking as i go because im thinking of the ending. LOL) does not know. (nearly made it into Mr. and Mrs. Smith. haha). Deep down they've always had feelings for each other but they express their love only after a few weeks when they meet again in uni. and the niddle part of the story was not thoguht out. can't be bothered. Lol of course in the middle part of the story, the guy slowly begins to notice that the girl had something on most of the time and maybe one day the girl tells him his secrets. Very amazed, he wishes he could be like her and everything. She really doesn't obhect it much, but fears that his safety. Story progresses and he learns the techniques of being a spy. (i have a feeling i want to give then unnatual agility)
During the end of series:

The guy is captured because of the girl, the enemy's revenge(ahahah typical). she has a choice between losing the guy she loved or going on suicide mission. :D you know where the story goes?? The girl chose to go on a suicide mission. The guy has no idea why he's being captured except that he knows he has to conceal his other identity and keep a low profile. It only occured to him, during one of the baddies talk with him why he was being captured was because of his relationship with the girl. He wants to save her but does not realises its too late since she already started her mission two days after his kidnap. Then of course, she goes through all this trouble killing people and finally see the guy but not the boss. Only a few minutes after their reunion, the girl is shot dead due to the boss. She dies before his eyes. Hooray! end of story (haha maybe end of dream LOL) , of course if the story were to continue, I'd probably show 2 years after that incident of the girl's death and him more stronger and one of the top spies (so typical) and maybe if i really wanted or wished for them together i'd probably show the girl alive again but hiding her identity from the guy. But yeah since i really wanted to see or imagine an omg-ending, i prefer not to revive the girl.
Also maybe to begin the story i'd show the future where he killed/destroyed the enemy who killed the girl he loved and he recaps his memory of the past and the ending just shows his future before he goes and destroy the enemy. LOL

neglect?

2008-10-20T14:15:26Z

ahahahahahahaha... poor LJ. all forgotten. well i'm glad it still alive. :D
really need to do my english assignment :S
Wahhh..... i'm hungry.. so tired too... +-+

There is this guy, Stanley, who is asking me to go to kareoke with him and his friend. I refused, and now he's annoying me. damm i really need to do my english assignment. OMG he's like asking me to wag tomorrow in the morning. seriously... as if! I'd be too tired to sing. omg its 12 am . I should seriously make tyrone lock the computer or else i'm going to start procrastinating. BAH! why does that guy want me to go kareoke with him and his friend?!

i really dunno how to how to start my english assignment.
o, paper bag that had doughneut in it before. man i'm hungry. *shakes head*
Neeh-

I'm looking... where?!

2007-06-30T10:26:10Z

Wahh~~ My holiday's been so... bored?
Lol I'm like watching Harry Potter: The philosiphor stone on tv. Woot? Lol I wonder how the latest HP movie will be like *shivers* .....*runs away*
A few days ago I checked out some old animes. WOooo~ They're actually pretty good. LOL.. guess my holiday is just full of animation and computer. O.O

A few days ago I bought Penguin Revolution by Tsubaka Sakura (?), and .. its the best manga ever *hugs it*. But I lost my other manga. *sobs* my ouran volume 1 .. *Sobs sobs* I actually lost it in the house... >.< BLAH~

ITS SO COLD!!! WHY!?!?!!?!?! *shivers more*.
Rofl.. What to do... nehh~

good evening...

2007-05-23T13:46:49Z

It's been a long time since I last last posted here.
Weee... soo bored. I hate my subjects
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I suck at physics.. ;aofgoawejxlofoaehwfgp[]aghlfleraw
Dah... I'm signing off after a short entry of my thoughts.
EXAMS ARE COMING UP! DAH!!! and after that I get to go back to taiwan~ = o =

Question!

2007-04-12T17:15:50Z

Is there an autosave to an entry your typing on LJ?
Because i am about to go beserk.

Hmm... what day is it?

2007-04-11T09:39:48Z

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm NOO!!! Why does the day go so fast?!?! >.< I don't want my holiday to end : '( NOOOOOOO!!!

URGHH!!! I HATE STUDYING!!

Anyways.. lately i've been playing Rappelz.. Lol ..

nehh~ i'm gonna go play it now :D buu byeee my long long time journal~
nehh... probably not.. later~~ :D tv tv watch now~

Again.. Back I am..

2007-03-30T15:58:09Z

Hoorrray! Last test to go and its biology! and biology assignment =_= *sighs*
I feel soo stupid. I nearly failed my Physics and my Math C KAP (Knowledge and process) test. Math B... ehh... its ok.. i lost 4 marks out of 37 (KAP) and I think i could've gotten better. *sighs* I've also got a English Monologue and Math C Assignment during the holidays. Darnnit.. Its a public school not private! rrggghh..... or is it the other way around ?? whatever.. Holiday begins next Thursday. I'm like sooo relaxing. urgh.. but I can't because these DAM ASSIGNMENT keeps accumalating.

Lol that sounded weird. But yeah.. *cries* I don't want to go to tutorial tomorrow! >.<
I miss my doggy in Taiwan. I don't want to study anymore ;__; I feel soo dumb whenever I compare my marks with others.
DAH.......

What the heck... heck out my doggy here... http://www.box.net/shared/hx10qdicl8
Geez i'm crazy... *sighs*

HaPPy vALENTINEs!!

2007-02-14T09:56:20Z

GARH!!!!! ITs tough being a senior. Especially when you see other people playing around while you're studying your arse off just to get a good mark. =__= I seriously have to get serious with my studies.

Man, I feellllllll sooo weird......... Does you head hurt whenever you study soo much in a day that it feels like you got a blood clot in your head? Man that's happened to me twice since school started.=__= and its very painful. What's more painful is that I have to cope with this for TWO years including chores and studying the suicidal six (Bio, Chem, Phy, Math B and C - we have math seperated into two topics).
*sighs* I feel sooo shallow...SHALLOW!!! SHALLOW!! hu hu hu hu hu hu hu hu hu hu hu... ooo this xx-small text is cute.. LOL

But Yeah today someone kinda pissed me off in english class but i didn't feel pissed off until when she became the one who was annoyed at me.=__= She's thinks a person who've lived in Australia and lived overseas for more than ten years to have a excellent english and can help other, when I'm like the exact opposite of it. She does nothing and expects others to do her work. Annoying person. annoying... =__= Maybe i'm just overreacting. Dunno i just feel nonchalant about it. Lol I'm feelllll weird. =__=

Ahhh too much i can't take it any more >.< TOO MUCH WORK!

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE!

Uwaah~

2007-01-13T04:39:06Z

Nya~ i smell of doggy, dirty doggy. AHAHAHA!
Waahhhhhh i'm soo happy~~ Doggy~ except i hate it when they poop and pee.
Dunno what to talk about.. my doggy and my cousins doggy are at the doggy salon or (something you call it) getting cleaned up. LOL.. they're soo cute and crazy.
What to do.. I'm soo bored these days. *Sighs* WHAT TO DO?!

oh.... i'm soo tired.. WAH~ Just recently i've been watchin Jigoku Shoujo & Jigoku Shoujo Futakamori. Man being able to download allllllllllllllllllllllllluuuuuuute (alot) of anime and go on youtube with fast download speed.. I'm in paradise.. HAHA~~ not yet though.. ROFL
lunch lunch lunch lunch

Geez.. this entry is random..

A (possible) long entry. I'll try and cut some parts.

2006-12-13T12:00:14Z

Okay... I'm back posting. I was thought about posting the day I got back from Italy and the day after that and it turned out to be 1 week after. Hahaha~~ Lazy.. *sighs* But I'm back in Taiwan and relaxing x100 more than usual. HAHAHAHA~ Still deciding when I should really start studying.. HAHAHA *sighs*

I went to Italy last week for 10 days minus 3 days because of the plane. Its prettttttty uncomfortable sitting on the plane for 13 hours, but i survived it. xD!

It was pretty amazing. On the first day we arrived we visited the whole part of Rome and the gladiator stadium ( O.o??) and some of the historic buildings of Rome. We went with a tour group and everything was explained in chinese so I'm not sure of name. Blah I'm not sure of all the names of the place I went to... *sighs* Its depressing. But it was amazing how they kept everything in good shape. And it wasn't that bad. Except (everybody's thoughts) their traffic was like Taipei. Haha... and for that entire day we were sight seeing Rome and its historic places. But we didn't go into any of the places.
You can say I basically followed the tour group not knowing where I went but I do remember going to Florence (chinese translate *YAY*), Verona (Romeo and Juliet's place), Milan (our last stop of the trip) and Venice! Wahahahaha~~ It was kind dirty when I went there. We actually got to go on the Gondala.. ROFL~ but it wasn't that romantic. *sighs* Where else... I do remember going to a really nice city that was on the mountain and it was really beautiful. ROFL~ Some of the most amazing thing about Italy is their architecture. It actually amazed me how it can't be compared to modern architecture. Probably because of it complexity. Oh! And their art.. my gosh! also their sculptures! CRAZY!! Its like soo perfect. hehehehe... oh yeah I got to the really famous wall painting by MichealAngelo (??) where he depicts the idea of heaven and hell in a hall. OOOO!!! Yes yes Now i remember! We went to the Vatican city on the first day! hahahah~~ I remember~ Its really beautiful there. Everything is beautifull there hahaha.. even the guys their. LOL. I'll try upload some of my blurrrrry pictures.. I forgot we also visited the leaning tower of Pisa too. You can actually walk to the top of the Pisa but you need a ticket and it limits the amount of entry into it too. I didn't go up because I'd be all alone. :'( I dunno where the pisa is... is it called the pisa O.o?? my gosh... I'm bad at geography *sighs*
Summing up the trip, we went to alot of churches that were from the past and saw alooooot of sculpture and paintings. I actually enjoyed the trip and I also got see the where the painting "The last supper" was drew but I didn't see the painting. I just went to the place. It was a short stop for the toilet, and if i remember correctly its in Milan. :D Bad memory I have. But I enjoyed the trip.

Heheheheh~~ I'm sooo happy~~ we have a doggy now in taiwan~~ >.< NYA~~ Cutie~~ Here's some pictures of him~

The pictures are blurry.. some of them.. Ahahhahaha~~ The last one is just random~ >.<~ Nya~ Hmm... the pictures are uploading really slow.. Sighs oh well next time.. SORRY~

Man I love coming back to taiwan.. the fast internet *drools* hehehehe... I'm like download all the animes I couldn't watch and mangas i couldn't download in Australia. ROFL! AND RAW MANGAS >D!!! I WANT MORE!!! WAHAHAHAH~~ My eyes are like becoming bad now.. Hahahaha. My gosh.. oooo~ can't wait to watch NANA 2 movie and Death Note Live Movie! Kekeke..
Yesterday I watched Prince Of Tennis Live Movie... MY GOSH IT'S SOO FUNNY! But i didn't like it that much... some of the characters were ok. The worst cosplay character was the one wearing glasses.. =__= my gosh ... *shivers* thinking about it makes me frightened. but it was funny. Wooooot~~ weeee.. going to to wash the doggy now >.< KYA~~ he's soo cute ~~
Bubye Happy Holidays everyone, Merry Christmas and Happy new year!

hheee... AHHH!

2006-11-17T10:28:24Z

I'm soooo pathetic! I think i've said this. =__= I'm infatuated (or maybe) with this guy. GAH! and I totally can't say hi to him. Anyways.. I need to apologize to him...:( for my friends and myself too.

EHH~ CRAMPS.... I haven't been eating alot lately.. I wonder if that's why i get cramps. Don't worry.. I'm not trying to get myself aenorexic(?? my spelling sucks when it comes to a type of disease or problem, proves i should do any science subjects... HAHA! ) WEll.. I wish i could be, but my friend proved i shouldn't.. and that i'm not fat...(i am..)

Anyways.. i have one week left till my holidays.. Wee... I was kinda happy but nonchalant at the same time when I got my Art assignment back (or amazed). Hehehehehe.. I got an A+. :)
"I want to Thank my friend for proof reading it. The artist's website for the Artist statement. Oh and my brain.." Hahaha.. Wee..=__= But I have to try harder now for my other assignments.
Apparently, the day before my assignment was due, I was pissed off at my brother for not letting me use the internet. One, he has a notion of what i'm going to do - manga download (YAY!!) and chat. Two, i go on it everyday and he thinks that i should have used those time to reseach. GAH!! IT ANNOYS ME! He's like F*ING TYRANT! I JUST FEEL LIKE KICKING HIM! anyways... nooooo more blah blah over my bro now. Ohhhhhh and i printed of like i think considering the thickness.... 10 copies of my assignment. Plus 1 because i found an error. ROFL~ oh and i wasted the printers ink by have two pictures printed 10 times (around) with another two pages. Hmm... Now those 10 copies are my scrap paper.. :) I'm half saving the environment. xD

Welp.. that ends my booooooooooooring entry. I just notice how boring i am =__= lately actually.

How madly annoying!

2006-11-09T06:42:10Z

GAh! Just got back from school awhile ago. Tried to catch a fly with a plastic bag but failed. Then complained to my friend about a (long time) friend who made me think about it during my test, and it's frustrating me.
One reason, i guess, is because i admit that what she said was true. Second, I hate getting tutored (hearing it from my parents just pisses me off) Third, I rarely listen or I just don't want to listen.

My friend recommended me getting an english tutor. =__= I do need one, but the chances of me listening would be 3/4 of the lesson (I told her half). And she was yelling at me which nearly made me cry. Urgh...
Prove to her that my english is good by improving? Urgh...
Right now i don't even know why i'm frustrating over. Man, I feel like stabbing myself.

I can't find myself hating her in any way. Thinking about it annoys me. I just don't know what to do with my life... Living for a reason and the only thing I can think about is money. I feel really mixed up and i'm feeling really dizzy right now.. *sighs* I really hate talking.

BLURB!

2006-11-07T08:51:38Z

My head is soo blurbbbb right now..
I really don't know how to start a freaking blah... AHH! i can't think >.<!!
What do i do? should i sleep.. =__= Too much work... Should I hit my head....possible possible xD..... should I read manga..... too much work to play..... .....
Gah! I'mm soo addicted to manga! I don't know how i'm going to survive next year (seniors) if I put manga and anime as my first priority. :'( WAHHH~~

Omgosh.. I swear.. I'm about to hit my head on the table.... or else stab myself in an imaginary scence...=__= urgh.. pooo hooo i suck so much......
My music isn't helping me much.
Stinking LJ *kicks it*

PUUULAH!!

2006-11-02T12:00:17Z

BUUUUUUULAH!! Yesterday was my bro's birthday and today I got a cake. YAY! And its from a cake shop that (or coffee shop) I wanted to go when ever I go Sunny Bank. xD I haven't eaten it yet.. but i will tomorrow! WOOT!

I'm not stress but i don't know if i'm stressed.. well probably am. BUT MY GOSH! I have 4 freaking assignments and 1 test to complete. English, Math, Science, Art and Digital Art...=___= that's like nearly all my subjects.. wait it is.. because I just completed one today! YAY! but I need my friend to check it =_= My english sucks. that's all. So its not completed yet..

GAH! I DUNNO IF I'M STRESSED OR NOT... but i've had this really bad migraine since three days ago and i dunno what the heck is wrong with me..=__= probably bad nuitition..=__= I CAN'T HELP IT >.< I'm not good with vegtables and foods ....:( I wish i knew how to cook really super yummy food. It could become my hobbie.. but i have a goal. And it is to surpass my biggest brother's marks when he graduated. I don't think my english will get any better.. DAH! =__= WEEEE!! I DUNNO IF I'M STRESSED! does that mean i'm stressing?? Anyways.. I don't have time to procrastinate. By the end of the term, I'm sooo going to relax my head with a nice holiday back to taiwan.. then again.. i really can relax yet because I'll be in senior school =__= wow.. and i'm going to have to study during the holidays.. because i'm a reallll slow learner.. or maybe i'll just look for a tutor..

Btw can someone recommend a good book for me to read. I'm not a real fantasy type, nor romance (depends on the contents) but i'll read anything that's long and can probably improve my english.. at least.. :D i've already been recommended to read Catch-22. Oh and Charles Dicken 'A tale of two cities'...<-- reading (trying) recently. But I'm soo stuffed with assignment.. Its going to be my leisure during the break. BUT i also have soo many anime and mangas to catch up.. I don't think i can fit all of them together :'( Orz..(haha) Bleh.. I guess that's life.

FREAK!

2006-10-31T13:19:55Z

MWAHAHAH HAPPY HOLLOWEEN! Even though i don't care about celebrating it..=__= But .. DAH! THERE'S A FREAKIN' SPIDER IN THE TOILET AND I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP SEEING IT >.< I was trying to capture it before but failed.. Because I was too scared..=_= and i really need to goo loo...

My life is soo dam lame...(random xD)

2006-10-23T13:37:24Z

EH!?!?! My animepaper account is unusable! I think someone changed my password >.< WAHHH~~ :'( ITS NOTS WORKING! I'm suspecting my brother changed the password or else someone HACKED INTO MY ACCOUNT!! :'( WAHHHHHHHH!! >><< DAMM YOU F******** HACKER! DIE!!

ahahaha.. there's goooes one of my random blurbs (forgot the word) Here's another one..
GAH!! WHY WONT YOU F********* WORK YOU STUPID FLASH PROGRAM!! I'LL SMASH YOU!! GAH!!! STUPID BUTTONS!! DIE!!!

and that's all.. xD Ahahahaha~~ heh....=__= Man i've been watching too much spirited away.. Man its sooo addictive. I can watch it and watch it.. and watch it.. and replay it.. then replay it.. and replay it... but even after watching it that many times.. i can even remember the script.. HAHAHAHA... i also watched all the others again.. now i wanna watch howl's moving castle again.. haha.. and Joe Hisaishi's music is soo good.. ahhhh...~~

Damm ever since i've been restricted from the computer... i hate it.. >.< NO MORE MANGA :'( oh well..i'll get alot when i go back to TW.. hehehee...

urgh...

2006-10-21T18:43:20Z

Bahhh~ i'm soo tierd... I haven't slept for a long time and I'm doing the laundry at 4:22 am...=__= i want to sleep...

WElll at least i had MY fun yesterday in a weeks time. HAHAHA.. I got to go to my brother's uni and use the SUPER-FAST INTERNET! Yes! And when you have SUPER-FAST INTERNET, you have to watch TONS of ANIME on YOUTUBE! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...! Well that's what i basically did and yes, I think people who saw me watching anime (might) thought i was "weird","freak" or whatever (Just my assumption XD Haha) and of course.. I'd go shy, embarrased.. and all those thing. blah blah blah, but i didn't. It felt really good. Cause I watched D.Gray man Episoide 3 which apparantly is "ooo lah lah *Kanda is hot*" and Perfect Girl Evolution (the anime!!) episoide 1 and 2 "HAHAHA.. but i hate the opening.. and =__= my gosh this is somehow worse than the manga.. oh well" ALSO (Rare occasion) I searched for "Weird Al" Yankovic's Music video's. Oh and I went on wikipedia finding out that WWII occured during 1940's which could have been a useful information on my english essay that I (assume) failed.

Anywho, I'm soo tierd right now and I just feel like plugging and tagging _shamballa hehe your name reminds me of FMA alot.. WAHAHAHHAHAH.... I hate sleeping late.. I wanted to make a cake with me friend but we ate nacos(??) instead.. Its was good.. but my tummy was hurting the after a few minutes. Wahahahaha... *headache* WEE!! YES! Student free day on monday, I have to use that time wisely to finish my Assignments and ..... watching anime.. or read manga *laughs evilly* .. my bro would ban me from using the computer if i do that.. haha..=__=